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2008-04-14T21:27:00.002+08:00

what do I really want?I wonder..I've been missing for school for one month..less than 2 mths to exams..I havent even reg for exams..feel so lost..maybe i won't be seating for this june exams..maybe i'll take a break next sem..so many maybes..hais..lost lost lost..

2008-04-09T08:02:00.002+08:00

just went for a jog early in the morning at 6.30am.. jogged for 45 mins.. been a long time since i last jogged.. n even a longer time since i last typed into this window..i hope to start having a routine exercise.. sleeping b4 12 every nite whenever possible.. waking up at 6.30.. going for a jog.. den head to work.. this way.. i'll be at work much earlier.. not like the usual on the dot or even a

2008-02-01T15:57:00.000+08:00

Just past the 1st month of work as management trainee in this ship chandelling firm, been so busy.. everytime OT n OT n OT.. endless OT….and it’s the kind without pay!! Rahhhh!! Just hope after the confirmation they will be willing to pay me a reasonable amount.. 1 month into the job, tried out 3 departments le, warehouse for food, warehouse for stores, then now boarding officer.. timing super

2007-12-24T14:54:00.000+08:00

I only have a wish this christmas..all I wanted was just your attention..but I didn't even get a reply...........MERRY MERRY xmas!!!

2007-12-19T11:57:00.000+08:00

gone gone gone..

2007-12-14T04:46:00.001+08:00

ARGH!!!totally moodless!

2007-12-13T03:34:00.000+08:00

exams over.. at last!!happy?nope..quite lost actually..whats next?? ? ? ?

2007-12-12T01:50:00.000+08:00

exams over = freedom ? ? ?nope..to me..its more like emptiness..=/

2007-12-12T01:34:00.000+08:00

i cant concentrate!mind keep wondering elsewhere..to so many unimpt stuffs..sighz..

2007-12-11T21:36:00.000+08:00

hmmm..seems like so many couples tying the knot already..see pple all happily getting married..envy!hahax..OMG!i sound like a girl dying to get married..=x=X

2007-12-11T01:58:00.001+08:00

its 2am..n the rain is falling..here i am..wondering..thinking..how'd my life go on from now?the paths ahead..seems so foggy..seems so blur..how to clear the fog?how should i move on?

2007-12-11T00:33:00.000+08:00

one day left to last paper.. happy?not really..im not prepared for the paper..sighz.. cant get anything in..so many names!argh!!

2007-12-10T23:06:00.000+08:00

~ lonely lonely Christmas ~

2007-12-10T22:45:00.000+08:00

'Miss Call' does not only mean anunansweredcall...it can have other tons of meanings.. they can b..-how r u?..-r u okay?..-im thinking of u..-im missing u..-wat r u doing now?-r u free now?-i wonder if ur okay..?-for fun..-can u talk to me?-a 'please'..-reply of yes or no..-i'm bored...That is y..u muz always miss call a person when u think of him/her..so dat when u miss call the person.. she/he

2007-12-10T13:06:00.000+08:00

SUN IN PISCESYou are the most sympathetic and self-sacrificing of souls. You have a good imagination and good receptivity to others. You have a poetic otherworldliness which can come out in some creative or idealistic channel. You have a deep, emotional understanding of others and a real will to serve. You need to be careful that you aren't so suggestible that you fall into self-pitying and

2007-12-10T00:28:00.000+08:00

its funny..when you tell people you feel lonely..that you have no friends to turn to..they'll always say.."me lei? fake de huh?"but were they really there?or did they just claim to be there?theres a huge difference when pple say.."i'll always be here for you.."&"i'll always be there for you.."it may seem the only difference is the missing "t"..but it bears a big difference in meaning..spend a

2007-12-10T00:12:00.000+08:00

friends..where are they?do i have any?duno since which day in my life.. i've lost all my close frens..my closest frens were from my sec sch..but i didnt study hard.. they went jc.. n i went poly..they met new frens.. we drifted apart.. they already have their own circle of frens.. frens whom their bonds are already stronger..i cudnt realli click with my poly mates.. nor my army mates..so im like

2007-12-09T23:55:00.000+08:00

wonder whats gotten into me lately..always feeling so emotional..its like my mind always drowning in that thought..i wonder when will it come the day when i actually have the courage to do it..i wonder..

2007-12-09T23:42:00.000+08:00

i hate clubbing..i hate it.. bcos its a place when pple do all the wrong things..when attached pple go into clubs.. they claim they're single..n pple just lose their mind.. hugging around.. kissing around..im just disappointed..i saw this guy.. hugging n kissing almost all girls..they're all attached.. not that im jealous he gets to do so..but i just think its so ugly..makes the disbelief

2007-12-09T23:20:00.001+08:00

FCUK!!!I simply can't concentrate..!and the paper is just few days away!DAMN!

2007-12-09T23:20:00.000+08:00

my heart is hurting..

2007-12-09T06:14:00.000+08:00

a jerk who is too selfish..takes things for granted..realises it a bit too late..now suffer the consequences..=)heaven or hell..im ready to go..take me away..

2007-12-08T02:30:00.000+08:00

3/4 thru with the exams..how is it?1st paper.. f4.. total flop.. sure flunk..2nd paper.. f3.. flopped.. but still 50 50 chance..3rd paper today.. f2.. finally.. SURE PASS!at last i see a glimpse of hope..left one last paper f1.. all theory..hope i can do well for it..then next sem hopefully onli nid to retake 1 or 2 papers..though still v bad..but hoping it wun turn out to be the realli worse

2007-12-07T01:10:00.000+08:00

sorry...

2007-12-02T20:56:00.001+08:00

without love i'm nothing..would you rather love or be loved?for me.. i'd rather love than be loved..of cos it'd be better to love n be loved..but would tt ever be possible?

2007-11-29T14:10:00.000+08:00

He is very emotional and always allow himself to be very emotional. He can have a good night sleep and be in a good mood, and less than few hours at work he can be very moody. He does not understand things or try to understand things easily. If you notice him carefully, you will notice what kind of moods he is in. He is very emotional and always allow himself to be very emotional. He can have a

2007-11-26T15:33:00.000+08:00

A story I read from an email.There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend. One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she could see everything, including her boyfriend. Her boyfriend asked her, "now that you

2007-11-26T12:01:00.000+08:00

another question came into my mind as tt thot arised again:how would ur friends know about your death if it isn't published on papers?

2007-11-16T06:24:00.000+08:00

LAPTOP VS DESKTOPwhich one???

2007-11-09T01:33:00.000+08:00

Fixed Pdn OH V = Actual Fixed OH - (Actual Hrs x Std Rate)Labour Rate V = Actual Cost - (Actual Hrs x Std Rate)Labour Eff V = (Std Hrs x Std Rate)[Flexed Budget] - (Actual Hrs x Std Rate)Sales Price V = Actual Revenue - (Actual Sales x Std Contri)Sales Vol Contri V = (Actual Q x Std Contri) - (Std Q x Std Contri) BEP = TFC / C/S RatioAbsorption CostingPdn CPU = DM + DL + V Pdn OH + Fixed Pdn

2007-11-07T10:55:00.000+08:00

alone, my world is a lonely, never-ending nightmare..

2007-11-06T23:09:00.000+08:00

Things to do:Cut down on carbo intake.HATE oily food.Say NO to junk food.Say NO to supper.Say NO to carbonated drinks.Eat an apple a day.Exercise @ least 3 times a wk.Have regular sleeping hours.Do statics in e morning & @ night.Study hard.

2007-11-06T05:12:00.000+08:00

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2007-10-30T07:23:00.000+08:00

slept at 2am.. woke up at 6am.. went for a jog.. n here i am.. feeling good.. i always feel very good after the jog.. feel especially healthy.. haha.. suddenly will do everything the healthy way.. lolx..school at 10am later.. wonder if i should go early.. den maybe study awhile before lesson starts.. maybe i should.. sooo.. i shall go prepare now.. =)

2007-10-28T23:22:00.000+08:00

coming week is my last week of sch already.. so fast.. just in the blink of an eye.. n coming dec is my first exams for acca already.. wonder how it'll be.. will it be as scary as the described by others.. whatever it is.. i gotta buck up.. considering my current progress.. i doubt i can make it.. hope i can concentrate n not get distracted..spent some quality time alone.. was at the esplanade on

2007-10-09T22:21:00.000+08:00

stop whining that u've put on weight!!its not gonna help in any way!!instead put the effort into doing something about it!!control your diet!!go exercise!!go gym!!go jogging!!need a companion?call me!!=D

2007-09-26T02:25:00.000+08:00

i've been tinking?how can one die without making the pple around him sad?

2007-09-26T02:04:00.000+08:00

i've lost everything..lost my soul..mid autumn fest is over..finished my job..gotten the pay..but not happy at all..lost the aim..lost the drive to carry on in life..so sick of everything already..how do i carry on from now on?

2007-09-12T03:50:00.000+08:00

its been gg downwards..a very steep curve..just straight down..n i dun see any ends ahead..sighz..where am i heading?is there any destination?im losing faith in my life..losing the energy to move on..is this the end?

2007-09-03T00:03:00.001+08:00

just attended grandpa's 80th birthday at this restaurant in town..was nice seeing everybody gathered together again..everyone was happy..or at the very least everyone seems happy..cuz i noe some werent..but they gotta hide it..its hard on them..but im sure they were happy at least for a moment ba..- some pics taken at the dinner-..my family.... my zilian nephew n me....my zilian nephew n me again

2007-09-02T23:58:00.000+08:00

am i starting to fall in love with being alone?i went to the pub alone again after wrk last nite..why...?cuz i didnt wanna go home so earli..cuz i had no other places to go..cuz i cudnt find anyone to go with me..cuz i wanted to drink..so mani reasons..sighz..

2007-08-30T21:54:00.000+08:00

when u needed sm1 to be there for you..some may noe instantly know who to call..but some will be there wondering..who can they call?i was alone at a pub drinking ytd.. i wondered.. who can i call?called a couple of so called buddies..but they chose mahjong over me..another one.. clubbing away at zouk..haha.. this point in my life..im feeling realli lost..where to head in life..wad to look forward

2007-08-09T23:45:00.000+08:00

last nite was supposed to go club with juni n all..but end up everywhere was full house cuz we met too late..anyway.. i went out only after mahjong..winning $110 for the nite's expenses..but anyway when i went out was already 10pm..so in the end..watched the secret with melissa at cine..3.40am show sia!!slacked 2 hrs waiting for movie to start..anyway the movie was great..typically the kinda

2007-08-08T03:38:00.000+08:00

23-11-2006 in da lift hmmm.. was supposed to wake up earli for a jog.. but cuz i slept only at 3+am.. i overslept.. in the end woke up onli at 8.20.. just in time to prepare for sch..dunno y these days cant really get to slp at nite.. just keep tossing n turning in bed.. thousands of thots running thru my mind.. just cant seem to get any peace.. cant rest my mind..sorta went for a mini movie

2007-08-07T01:49:00.000+08:00

saw the entire entry abt me at ur blog..i guess no pt explaining wad had happened in the past..but when i was with u..i was true to u..perhaps i just didnt cherish u..i just didnt express my thots n everything..maybe everything werent so clear to start with in the first place..n it nv was clear..till the last time we broke up..i saw it thru ur hatred towards me..im sorry..n i noe sorry won't mean

2007-08-06T20:02:00.001+08:00

i try to be nice..but who appreciates?or maybe i was nice to all the wrong people..maybe....but who noes?

2007-08-06T01:59:00.000+08:00

won 200 from mahjong last nite.. but dun tink im rich.. nobody payed up yet.. all had no cash..went to look for cousin sharon at batok mac just now abt 11pm.. was suppose to study there but reach there awhile den she said she was tired den i sent her home n i cycled home.. she looked realli tired.. life had been realli bz for her.. wrk.. sch.. church n stuff.. *huggies*i've heard so much rumours

2007-08-04T16:40:00.001+08:00

hmmm.. boring weekend for me.. came home this morning from mahjong at esther place.. won 50+.. not bad considering i was losing quite a lot at the start.. n i added another legend to my collection!! i gamed "Di Hu" (Earth game)!!! meaning gaming the first tile being thrown.. lols.. funny translation? but smth like tt la.. my cards was super beautiful.. ping hu n wait 6 n 9 bamboo.. lols.. n out

2007-08-03T08:34:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. gg out for sch soon.. feeling so sick these few days.. been having running nose.. feels so awful.. taste buds affected.. even the fruit juice taste weird.. =/hasnt been doing much for the week.. just some mahjong n occasional dinner with frens.. rest of da time? slack oh slack..abt time to go.. =) Cute? =P

2007-07-26T05:52:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. just came back from zouk.. wasnt fun today.. saw niece there.. but she sorta ignored me.. went with nicole n angelyn.. met them 9+ at tiong bahru plaza den ate kfc.. den went over to zouk.. reached abt 10.. crowd was already building up.. n they had the power 98 jam thingie gg on.. so was already quite packed when we went.. though zouk was a lil boring today.. but we did camwhored quite

2007-07-23T23:11:00.000+08:00

argh!! i dunno how to use credit card to make online payment!! zzzz!! sooo stupid.. arghz.. wanna sign up for standard chartered 2007 but cant make the online payment.. soo cant complete the registration..... =/

2007-07-23T20:50:00.000+08:00

being flied aeroplane again.. =/ simply used to it.. tis kinda things can happen to me like twice a day.. tis is the thing i hate most.. but i've to like get used to it.. bcos it happens to me all the time.. nvm nvm nvm.. let there be no vengeance.. may everyone be happy..

2007-07-23T18:03:00.000+08:00

suddenly feel so emo.. after realising tt i was so wrong.. i even said no to my fav bball.. lost the appetite to eat.. its good rite? can diet! =)

2007-07-23T17:53:00.000+08:00

sometimes.. there are some stuffs u simply cant post on ur blog.. worrying tt who n who see will have wad kinda reaction.. but wad if so n so nv see.. then they'd nv noe.. not everything is meant for every single one to noe.. some things are just meant to let certain pple noe.. n nv meant for certain few to see.. bcos the reactions they'd have would be realli negative..

2007-07-23T17:49:00.000+08:00

wonder whats been going on.. havent been able to hold a decent conversation.. so worked up.. maybe i'd been mia for too long.. some things nv changed.. but i guess probably some things did..nvm just forget abt it.. concentrate on studying! my first class honours! within reach? losing the confidence.. the corporate law paper is like so hard.. sighz..

2007-07-23T17:41:00.000+08:00

so.. im not the one!! hahaha.. hahaha..im making such a fool of myself..

2007-07-22T20:19:00.001+08:00

Your Five Variable Love ProfilePropensity for Monogamy:Your propensity for monogamy is low.You see love as a gift that you should give to many.It's hard for you to imagine being with one person at at time...Let alone one person for the rest of your life!Experience Level:Your experience level is high.You've loved, lost, and loved again.You have had a wide range of love experiences.And when the

2007-07-20T02:59:00.000+08:00

hmmmm.. guess wad.. its 2am n i just woke up!! lol..woke up earli met pauline for lunch at cine.. yoshinoya! yummy~ hmmm.. den after tt went for class tog.. kept dozing off in class again.. sighz.. jialat.. duno why keep lidat.. the old times are back.. goodness! i gotta find a solution for this real soon.. anyway class ended at 5.. pauline n me headed to jurong east gym~.. reached at 6.10

2007-07-19T01:17:00.000+08:00

ants invaded my room... sighz.. i hate ants!!! arghs!! i tink i realli gotta do smth abt these irritating eekies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-07-18T01:58:00.000+08:00

2007-07-18T01:20:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. last nite played mahjong with alvin chengyao n alvin's fren chee fong.. seok came over to take over chengyao at 2+.. played from 10pm to 6am.. 4 poks.. luck wasnt tt good.. so lost abt 80.. sianz-ed.. well.. nvm..anyway.. after mahjong.. went home bathe n slack till abt 8 den prepare go sch.. was tired.. but well.. no choice.. reached sch on time.. but kept dozing off.. my notes was super

2007-07-16T04:02:00.000+08:00

wrote a long post.. but i decided to delete it.. guess its not meant for everyone to read..

2007-07-16T03:02:00.001+08:00

sighz.. another slpless nite..nvm.. shall talk abt some happy things first.. was telling my father tt i won 13 wonders tt nite at mahjong.. then he heard wrongly n said some 4 digit number.. den i went to buy 4-d.. came out in consolation.. won 100 plus.. better than nth.. =)but well.. tts the onli happy thing abt today..alvin andy darren n gfs left me out for their movie outing today.. i wonder

2007-07-16T02:31:00.000+08:00

feeling realli emotional.. but dunno how to pen it all down in words.. sighz..suddenly feel all so surrounded by loneliness..like there's no one that i can turn to..no one tt i can pour my sorrows to..no one i can show my heart to..dunno wad to do tmr.. =/

2007-07-15T08:59:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. played from 4+pm till morning 6+am!! 14 hrs of mahjong!! omg.. forgot 8 or 9 rounds le.. crazy man! but well.. i won! haha.. $208!!! hehe..n its the nite of my first ever 13 yau~~ aka 13 wonders~~ =p waited for the last "10 thousand" aka "yi wan" tile n it came!! wahaha~~after mahjong acc auntie go coffeeshop packet breakfast then cab home le.. =)

2007-07-14T04:43:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. just now went to catch harry potter at jurong entertainment centre.. watched the 12.15 show.. not bad.. but sort of not realli much of action.. or rather.. it wasnt realli up to expectation.. sort of expected more of it.. after the movie.. 2.30.. took a cab back.. then slack till now.. gonna zzz soon? maybe abt 6am ba.. hehe.. watch one more espisode of drama first..anyway.. auntie yeung

2007-07-13T07:26:00.000+08:00

falling sick already.. coughing away.. reasons? slpless nites.. all the stupid nitemares tt left me slpless.. =/

2007-07-13T06:27:00.000+08:00

couldnt sleep all nite.. n here i am.. sighz.. 1 n 1/2 hr more gotta prepare go sch le.. sighz.. gonna doze off in class again.. wtf!

2007-07-13T03:30:00.000+08:00

I had nightmare again.. =/it was somehow similar to the dream few days back.. I was on my bed sleeping n suddenly felt my body went stiff.. felt my body start to float.. n I keep hearing this sinister laughter by this crazy old woman.. kept sounding at my ears.. n I struggled to wake up.. n woke up onli after awhile..sighz.. why is it like always at tis hr? n its similar dreams.. wads going on?

2007-07-13T01:16:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. changed blog music.. sounds a lil emo rite? hahax.. cuz tts hw i feel rite now.. =/ hmmms... duno how to say.. just felt realli emo.. suddenly lotsa images flashing in my mind as i was walking home just now.. plus i was listening to some emo chinese songs.. added to the emo-ing..sometimes.. love is like so cruel.. it is always tt the person u love so much.. doesnt love u.. but the person

2007-07-11T06:46:00.000+08:00

went to bed at abt 2am last nite.. but just couldnt fall aslp.. tossed n turned in bed.. lala land just didnt permit me to enter.. n when i finally fall aslp.. was abt 3am already.. but i didnt enter lala land as yet.. i got into land of the nightmare..here it goes.. it happened at my place.. every setting was the same.. n i was in bed.. felt the sudden urge to visit the toilet in the middle of

2007-07-11T01:51:00.000+08:00

look like me anot?created usinghttp://www.meez.com/main.dm

2007-07-10T22:39:00.000+08:00

I'm Studying!!*grins* =D

2007-07-10T22:08:00.000+08:00

this ish how my dream gal looks like.. wahaha!!hmmms.. had corporate n business law today.. lesson was abit dry.. or maybe i was just tired.. fell aslp for awhile.. n ms khoo kept saying to e class (but aimed at me), tt if u're tired.. signal to me.. i can give u all a 5 mins break.. but i didn't lurhs.. tried to stay awake.. luckily it was already almost 2/3 into the lesson.. so still not tt

2007-07-10T07:48:00.000+08:00

cute cute lil monkeys.. brightens up the day! =)morning!! haha.. why am I up so early? because got school at 10am.. wake up early to prepare! maybe study abit.. I'm serious about my first class honours k?! =)ytd went play pool with niece at bugis.. den had dinner.. my fav fried carrot cake!! shiok! den after tt shop around bugis street.. niece bought 2 singlets.. but i bought nth.. too poor to

2007-07-09T11:18:00.001+08:00

having monday blues? hahas..

2007-07-09T10:51:00.000+08:00

well well.. had a nightmare last nite..dream was like at tis hotel in genting with a girl.. very dark room..den was sleeping..felt a hand hold me..tot is e ger..den suddenly got hand got another hand hold me.. rough rough de..den i tried to let go lo..i struggled to open my eyes to see..but just couldnt..then after quite awhile den i managed to wake up..

2007-07-08T22:55:00.000+08:00

tts my niece n me.. after zouk.. by the roadside..realised tt my niece ish the only one who visits my blog.. haha.. thanks niece!niece is realli nice.. n got lotsa bees around her.. but none interest her.. thus making them annoying bees.. hmmm shall get u a pestbuster one day when im free k? =p

2007-07-08T22:44:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. just changed the blogskin.. is tis too boy? but cute rite? haha.. took the whole evening to edit the whole thing.. goodness!last nite was playing mahjong.. spent one whole nite den in the end no win no lose.. played till 7am.. den went home awhile till 8+ den went straight for bball with qifan n guys le... was super shagged.. sooo play till abt 11 den i went home to zzz le..tokin abt qifan

2007-07-07T18:35:00.000+08:00

hmmm... slept at 7am.. woke up at 12 by lyon.. that ass bug me to go play bball.. the 1st call ended saying i lazy to travel to ntu le.. 2nd call they say come pick me up.. soo i no choice gotta go.. anyway.. it was enjoyable.. 4v4.. not bad not bad.. at least i exercised again.. healthy!lunch-ed at ntu canteen 2 at abt 4.. den head back home.. kinda tired.. but den again i dun wanna spend my sat

2007-07-07T04:33:00.001+08:00

hmmm.. been sooo long since i last came back here.. n soo mani things have changed.. I have ORD-ed! hehe.. tts the greatest.. just started school at FTC KAPLAN studying ACCA aka Accountancy.. sounds crazy? haha.. cuz i have totally no background in accountancy? but i'm gonna make it.. i wanna get 1st class honours! hehe.. possible? yes definitely..! =)

2005-12-24T12:58:00.000+08:00

sigh.. xmas eve.. and im back here.. why? bcos i've no one to turn to.. haha.. lonely oh lonely xmas.. this abandoned blog.. still here with me.. i wonder why? sighz.. coming tuesday i'll be goin to Helldon (Hendon) camp le.. sigh.. heard its disastrous over there.. wonder if i can survive it.. today is xmas eve.. and i've got no plans!! haha.. no invitations.. closing up.. maybe spending the day

2005-06-07T01:07:00.000+08:00

canttttt get to slp... sighzzz... wad is it thats going onnnnnnnnnnn?????????? sighz..

2005-06-07T00:45:00.000+08:00

sighz.. going ns on fri liaos.. 8am in the morning.. which means.. i'm less with just about 3 days.. commando.. how will it be? will it be realli that tough like everyone says? i wonder.. sigh..life has been quite bad.. i dunno why too.. everything is so messy.. perhaps I haven't found my goal.. or maybe i'm just lost in this complicated world.. sighz..

2005-06-07T00:43:00.000+08:00

..... if only you will take a step further.. I'm willing to carry you for the rest of the road..just a line I thought of.. how true it may be.. we'll never know if no one takes the first step forward.. sighz..

2005-05-14T08:25:00.000+08:00

club club n club.. sick sick n sick.. sia larh.. pok liaos.. money for club.. money for doctors.. no money for myself lerhs.. =/every week is soooo black.. with andy, darren n henry.. n maybe liang liang n amy.. =)

2005-05-07T10:07:00.000+08:00

1 mth n 3 days more to doomsday.. and i realised my fitness is in a mess.. =/woke up earli today n did some workout.. realised my fitness really canort make it liaos..think i realli gotta do some intense training.. =xgambatteh to myself..anyway got the results on thurs.. though not great results but im glad to say at least i managed an all pass.. =)so wads next will be intake on 10th june.. sighz

2005-04-23T07:17:00.000+08:00

hmmms.. just bathed.. got back from town not long ago.. met hao at 7.. went town.. met gina at orchard emerald de mos burger.. hao ate there.. i drank only.. after that gina n fren left.. wei came n we headed towards cine.. walk walk around in there.. nothing do.. no show see.. so went far east play pool.. play awhile.. asked cheryl to come.. but she came awhile den go home liaos.. funny sia..

2005-04-16T05:09:00.000+08:00

Pls Report To Special Warfare Tactics School on 10 Jun 2005 at 8AMomg.. commando.. omg.. hais.. hais.. hais.. zhen mo ban!! haha.. must go train hard.. must pass my napfa.. how sia? can anots lehs? hais..been clubbing clubbing & clubbing none stop lehs.. haha.. wed zouk.. and now just come back from chinablack.. tmr maybe black again.. lols.. zouk was fun.. black was bad.. music sux.. haha..

2005-04-13T02:08:00.000+08:00

last sat.. i was out with eve watching movie.. and rite after the movie i had to leave.. not becos i was rushing to anywhere.. but.. just nid to spend some time alone.. i sent her to the mrt & after she left.. i sat there for quite awhile.. was at a lost.. didnt noe where to go.. sigh.. was feeling realli emotional.. decide to go to somewhere by the sea.. went to harbourfront.. somewhere near the

2005-04-13T01:52:00.000+08:00

sorry I can't be perfect..can anyone be perfect? maybe not.. but they can be seen as perfect in the eyes of their special someone.. have you found that someone who will see you as a perfect being? hmmms.. simple as it may sound.. who can actually find that someone smoothly without having to fail over & over again before succeeding.. i guess nobody can stand up proudly and say "I can"..its another

2005-04-06T05:11:00.000+08:00

had quite a tough paper on tues.. seems like no one got to finish it on time.. was quite badly done.. i started studying in the morning only.. =x but nvm since exams are almost over lerhs~~ yeah~~ lols.. 2 more papers to go n hopefully its the end to notes.. haha..just woke up from a deep sleep.. fell asleep at 7+pm while watching <> on my comp.. a miriam yeung n richie ren movie.. quite long ago

2005-03-24T00:13:00.000+08:00

friday is the day of truth.. how? sighz.. worried..

2005-03-23T03:11:00.000+08:00

stressed upfucked upwadeva!! life sux!!!

2005-03-21T01:42:00.000+08:00

totally no mood tonite.. everything is so fucked up.. sch stuffs oso dunno how already.. how i wish got someone to care.. to realli show concern.. hais.. tell me why are things this way? i try so hard to put my best into this relationship.. is this the way it should be? am i doing things the wrong way? or i really dun deserved to be treated well.. its not that u treat me not well.. but..

2005-03-09T23:21:00.000+08:00

saw this entry from celestal's multiply.. thot it was kinda interesting and would be a kind deed if i were to share these with any female readers if theres any..**Don't be fooled by the male ego. Men look for more in a relationship than an attractive women who will cook him a good meal and wash his clothes every once in a while. What he really needs is your admiration.He needs to communicate with

2005-02-27T22:45:00.000+08:00

sighz.. dunno wats wrong wif her today.. seems so funny de.. tell me she moody.. ask her why.. she say nvm.. ask again.. she say she biz now.. sigh.. wats wrong sia.. its just the 2nd day of our relationship.. =/

2005-02-23T01:40:00.000+08:00

today is 23rd feb lerh.. next thurs is 3rd of march lerh.. wondering what 3rd of march means to me? its muh birthday.. =/ sigh.. i wonder if anyone will plan for me this year.. every year i pray that someone will actualli plan for me how to celebrate.. but every year end up i have to plan for it myself.. sighz..wats gonna happen tis year? plan a party at muh place? who will turn up? hais.. so

2005-01-25T13:45:00.000+08:00

gotten this from friendster bulletin board courtesy of HaZel.. =) 5 healing ways 2 cure ur heart... *** Share your feelings:-Some people find that sharing their feelings with someone they trust - someone who recognizes what they're going through (helps them feel better) That could mean talking over all the things you feel, even having a good cry on the shoulder of a comforting friend or family

2005-01-19T21:46:00.000+08:00

here i am feeling so emotional tonite again.. hais.. i recalled 2 nites ago when i was listening to alex toh's <> on my mp3 player as i am walking home.. i thot abt jes.. everytime i hear that song.. i'll just tink abt her.. the song made me wanna tear.. i almost cried as i was tinkin abt her.. each time i tink abt her.. all i have are just regrets.. sigh..